youtubers

I watch ALOT of youtube. Mainly beauty tutorials and shopping hauls and then it just drags me along to find videos I just generally enjoy watching. The main reason I wanted to start a blog is because I've seen so many successful people online with their own blogs and youtube channels and have always considered doing something like it.
I could NEVER start my own youtube mainly because I am shit at talking to a camera (I've tried recording and just no..) and I wouldn't know what the hell to talk about!
I came across Zoe (Zoella) at least 6 months ago and discovered her blog and absolutely fell in love with it purely because she writes about everything, not just make up but she gives updates on her life, she shows new things she's bought and just writes and writes and it never gets boring.
I thought i could make a blog because its easy! I can write when I want (which will probably be a fuck load) and I don't have to tell people who I am. Its so hard to give my exact reasons to why I don't wanna tell people who I am because I don't really have a proper proper reason.
I don't even know if anyone will ever look at this blog, probably just writing to myself!

FINGERS CROSSED!